five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes..
Monday, June 20, 2005
3:06PM - How Do You Measure...
Omg, wow. This weekend was fucking awsome. I was really bummed out thursday about it being my last time getting to Jeremy. Well, I went over to Brady's friday afternoon to watch a Child's Play marathon with him and Jazzie. Sean ended up coming over, then he went to Chelseas', and she came back with him. So we were there until about, 12:30 am or so. Which was fun. But Jeremy had called me a little before 8. Asking if I wanted to stay with him saturday and sunday at the casino!! We were talking about how cool it would be if I could thursday night, but we knew it probably coulndt happen since my moms car woulndt make the trip. But when Jeremy called on friday night, he told me that his dad needed to come into Spokane saturday anyways, and would pick me up. Then i'd go back with them saturday, stay at his g-rents house with him, his dad and his gf and his g-rents. Then go to the Casino the next day with them. Then sunday night his dad would drop me off. I was so excited and was praying it would work out. Jeremy still had to clear it with his aunt and I had to clear it with my mom. I told my mom about it over the phone, then she said she'd talk to me more about it when I got home. Since she was half asleep when I got home, we kinda talked, but not a lot. Saturday morning Jeremy called and told me what was going on, and after much discussion with my mom, she decided to let me go!! So I got ready and him, his dad, his gf picked me up a little after 4 or so. It was so awsome. We had to drive like, 2 hours, but it was fun. I fell asleep and almost hit my head against his dads speaker, but Jeremy through his hand up in between me and the speaker before I could hit. lol We talked and sang along with the radio for the ride. Then Dliah (sp?)(his dads gf, I think that is her name) got sick >.< When we hit Plummer, or Tensed.. hmm. Jeremy and I got a Cappacino at a gas station, it was really good though, scorched my tounge XD. Drive drive drive, not a lot happened, then after we got there, Jeremy took me for a walk around the property even though it was really dark and there were animals (like BEARS) that roam around the mountain. We walked up this hill so we were alone, we had a flashlight since i'm chickenshit like that. Then he kissed me when we were up there, and it was so cool because we were alone and it was dark out in the open air, it was really nice. Then we went back to his g-rents house, his dad and g-rents kept telling us to "mind ourselves" lol. and "No bed hopping!" Jeremy had the couch and I had the bed. hee. It's an awsome feeling to have the first voice you hear in the morning be your boyfriends. he woke me up and was laughing because I was like "ueh, mm?" I was like "dont laugh.. its the morning.. mmm." He kissed me and was like "Well, i'm going to finish drinking my coffee." so naturally my response: "I'M UP!" lol. he knew that'd work. I got up, got ready to go, got my stuff together, went for a walk with Jeremy. Waited for everyone else, then we left for the casino. It was an awsome day. We had breakfast (all you can eat buffet style), jeremy and I went to the hotel room. Got fuzzy (his uncles dog i believe) and took him outside. Then came back. Watched TV, went swimming. Hee, we went to the pool, and got into the jaccuzzi. there were two other guys there, one our age and a younger one (not tiny, but maybe 10ish), well, we thought they got up to leave, so we started kissing, then the kids came back and we didnt hear them though.. then one of us laughed about something, so we stopped. then the younger kid was like "Sheesh! 13 minutes, trying to break a world record!?" then they started to appluade. then we realised there were two adults sitting in the chairs that are one the outside of the pool room but in front of the large windows to look in on... were looking, then a guy working there saw us. *insert crazy blushing and embarrassment here* lol. Then the others left, so we got into the pool, then back to the hot tub. Then back to the pool, sat out, then went back to the room. We went and got some munchies, back to the room. watched HBO for a little bit. Went to the arcade. There was a lot more going on, I just can't remember all of it, just the key parts of stuff we did. But yeah, we were lying on the bed together, watching Saving Silverman and another movie we were flipping back and forth with, and he had his arm around me, and he was like "I love you" and I was so fucking happy. so I kissed him and said "I love you too" By the end of the night, I was so bummed for some evil reason, Jeremy coulndt go with his dad to drop me off *roll eyes* I was so pissed off, as was he. I almost started to freaking cry. But I made the trip without crying, which was a plus.
After this weekend, of spending time with him, observing his family, there is nothing in my mind that can doubt that I love him will be with him for a very long time.
They say that the way a guy treats his women family members is a reflection on how he will treat you. He already tries to spoil me, and I was watching him with Dliah and his G-ma, he treats them with so much respect and his so helpful towards them. and the way he talks about his family in Mississippi, same thing. I was telling Dilah about how Jeremy tries to spoil me and she said how cute we were and that Jeremy's dad spoils her so it must run in the family. Then his "Paw-Paw" and his Grandma, they still act so lovingly towards eachother and are so sweet together, as his dad is with Dilah, it's like, Jeremy has always been an amazing guy and so sweet and caring. But I was sitting there watching the people he grew up with, and it explains so much of it.
Today was the first day of my "Introduction to Criminal Justice" class for the next 3 weeks, and I almost fell asleep since the first half was all talk, not to intresting. But I coulndt keep my mind on it, I kept thinking about Jeremy. I can't get him out of my mind. I don't know how i'm going to make it as long as I have too!
Friday, June 17, 2005
Yesterday was the last day of school!! Lots happened though. I got to the school normal time as if it was any other day. I met up with Sean first, talked to Mr. Christian. Hee, it was funny. I had brought Mr. C all of my Ramones CDs to rip to his school computer. He said he'd pay me back, I told him though that he didnt need to, he said he wanted to. So *jokingly* I was like "6-pack of these will do just fine! *pointed to my JOLT can*" he was like "Okay, no problem!" But he wasnt able to get it since he has class after school that he has to take. So I walked into his room yesterday to say goodbye and to have a good summer. He was like "I wasnt able to go to the store last night to get you JOLT, but here..." He pulls out his wallet and hands me 4 bucks so I could get 2:-D Whoop whoop. Sean was on his cell phone with Brady (he called asking where we were) and Sean was like "Holy crap, Kayla is like, blackmailing teachers for money! He just handed her $3.00!" Mr. C holds up 4 fingers. sean: "Oh, 4 dollars!" lol. I was like "Thanks, you know you don't have to, I enjoy spreading the RAMONES! You know that:-D" He was like "Yeah, well, Jolt, its not a problem" whoop whoop! Then we went to talk to Mrs. Shepard. Her friend was in there talking, so I just said bye and to have a good summer. Then we found Jeremy. He was taking a test in his math class he had to make up *The last day* poor guy. So Sean and I told him to meet us in the Caf. We went down there for a little bit. Talked to Sarah and I talked to Ronnie, said bye. Signed Sarahs yearbook. We went to talk to Mr. Ross since I had a message for him from Jessica. We BSed for a little bit, longer than I wanted since I didnt know when Jeremy would be done. But he was telling Sean and I that we would both be good AP Canidates. Neither of us really wanted to do AP though. I kind of do, but i'm not sure yet. It would help, getting 5 college English credits and filling in a H.S. credit would be nice to do. But I suck with writing deadlines, so I have to think about it for a little while, I might switch to it next year.
We met up with Jazzie and Brady, they went to Chelsea's house *half an hour away* to find her, since she wasnt at the school yet... They finally got back with her, like an hour or so later, Jeremy finally came down to the front of the Auditorium with us. Danielle practically choked me to death with her hug, but I'm still alive. lol.
Sean, Chelsea, Jeremy and I were all going to go see "The Longest Yard" at 12:35 and go on a double date, since yesterday Chelsea was officially ungrounded.. finally! But she had to be back home by 12, Jeremy had to leave at 12, then Sean and I could stay. Brady and Jazzie met up with us at the mall also. We hung out for a bit, walked around Atmosphere and Hot Topic. Chelsea, Jazzie and I all tried stuff on. I tried on this corset material zip-up tank top style shirt, with a Black skirt that went a few inches above my knees. Jeremy and Jazzie were like "Holy shit.." Jeremy thought I was hot, Jazzie said it looked really good with my hair up the way it was, (I had it so that the majority was in a ponytail, then cliped up so it kind of flailed out, then the rest of my hair just stayed down.) Together, the outfit would be like, $70.00 or so, not including tax, and Jeremy was like "Man, if I had the money I'd buy it for you right now!" I'm not used to being spoiled.. so it was kind of weird for me. Then he tried on this suit type thing, pinstrip pants, jacket (both black) with a white shirt underneath, also with stripes) He looked freaking hott:-D He really wanted the whole outfit, but was like "I'd come back just for the pants!" He was DETERMINED to get the pants that day!" Then Chelsea left at 11:30. The rest of us went up to the food court. Jazzie and Brady didnt have a ton of money on them, so they didnt get anything. Jeremy got Teryiaki (sp?) Chicken on rice with vegtables and split it with me. It was *really* good. I officially love Edo! Sean got the same thing only with noodles instead of the rice. Jeremy then had to leave, thankfully Sean had his mints with him>.< I walked Jeremy out of the mall across the street to the Bus stop. I waited with him and it sucked, because he said he'd try to come to the later showing of the movie, but wasnt saying that he definitly could. He got on the bus and I felt like crying. Since if he coulndt come, then that would be the last time I would see him until the week before Labor day! He called me about 30 minutes until the show started. He was like "I'm going to be on my way soon, if I'm not there in time, just go in the theatre and I'll find you." He came in an hour late. It sucked, I kept watching the door like a freaking hawk! He caught the last 50 minutes or so. Afterwards we went back to Hot Topic, so he could buy his outfit since he got more money at his house. He had like, $130.00 someodd dollars with him.. he was like "You can get the skirt if you want." I wasnt sure since It feels weird when people pay a lot of money for stuff like that, like somehting smaller like a movie, or lunch at Edo, is fine. But I swear, I think I may be the only girl that turned down an offer like that. I'm not used to being spoiled and i'm not a big fan of it either. I don't even let my GRANDMA spoil me.. if I do I feel bad normally XD He was like "Is there anything you want, at all!?" So I said he could get me a braclet they had. Its a rubber one, the new really popular ones that have little messages or words on them, or the ones that support different charities or other things like finding a cure for something. Only the one I got is black and it says "Music = Life" with two little guitars on either side of it. he was like "That's awsome, i'll get one too:-D" Then he got me coffee at Starshmucks which was really good. Affgahto (sp?) how I love thee! Then he had to leave. Which really sucked. Since that was the last time, or so I though. Sean and I walked back to my house with me since Jeremy, Chelsea and Aean had left there stuff there that morning so we were walking around with it all. He got his stuff and since he didnt have a backpack he also got Chelseas since he is seeing her today. Right when he was leaving, Jeremy called to see if he could come by and get his stuff. My mom and I decided to bring it to him since we had to go out anyways and he had a TON of stuff. He cleaned out his locker>.< lol. So I got to see him again at his house. I went with him to the basement to get my Tower of Terror sweatshrit back, it sucked, we were downthere kissing but I knew my mom was outside waiting, so it took like, everything in me to stop and tell him I had to go. Which way sucked. But my sweatshirt smells like him and his cologne, which is *Really* good. So after we got home last night I was sitting in my room watching Scrubs with the sweatshirt in my lap. He was able to call me last night thank god.
We talked for about an hour or so. Then I went to bed and ended up crying myself to sleep. Listening to RENTs "Goodbye Love" and "Your Eyes" after a night like last night.. it didnt help much. I woke up feeling like I was going to throw up. Now i'm here.. I'll be fine I know.. it just sucks. All freaking summer without Jeremy is going to be hell for me. At least he can call me from Mississippi:-D It was a good day though, at least I got to spend the majority of it with him.
sillie82 technically tagged me:
List 5 reasons why you are a dork. And make them good reasons.
Justify them. Explain them. Be loud and proud about how big of a dork
you are! Then pick the 5 biggest dorks you know and have them do the meme.
Monday, June 13, 2005
Hmm, sitting here at home bored to death. Thank god I ripped RENT to my computer so I don't have to keep going back for my CDs :P *YAY* Since I *Thought* that i'd be in california right now, thus missing finals weeks/last week of school. I took all of my finals LAST week so that I wouldnt have to worry about my grade dropping. Well. It appeares that do to many reasons and long extensive thinking after the most stressful week of my life of studying a weeks worth of info before everyone else. I'm still here in Spokane. So I can basically miss every class this week and it wouldnt be a problem. I'm going for my 5th period at least since I know I didnt do too hot on that final, and since Mr. Ross is the coolest teacher, he said that as long as I don't give away any answers. Which i'm not going to do, he is going to let me re-take the final this week with the rest of the class. But I'm skipping P.E. all week! Yay!! lol. Stupid ass P.E. people.. I really dislike my teacher.. EVIL! Well... I'm going to go straighten my hair and HOPE that when I'm done *someone* will sign online.. grr argh!
216,878 minutes until RENT is due (http://www.sonypictures.com/movies/rent/
Saturday, June 11, 2005
I was wondering if anyone knew the answer to the on-going rumor. I havent read anything at the official site, blog or what seems to be an amazingly good resource www.forget-regret.net about weather or not the song "Contact" will be included in the film version of RENT or not. Its driving me nuts not knowing since i've never seen the actual musical and know its somewhat vital to the story. I'm dying to know the info on this, if an exact track list has been released or what. Maybe i'm just blind and it IS where I say i've looked, I don't know, any info would be helpful!
Wednesday, May 4, 2005
Saturday, February 26, 2005
Note, this entry will contain the following: Explicitvies exclaiming the hotness of a series of men, fangirl squealing, its my journal so i'm allowed it, and random ramblings.. you've been warned!
Oh wow! Last night was AMAZING! We left the house at about 4:30ish since the doors open at 6:00 and the show started ast 7:00, we heard it fills up quickly. We parked downtown and walked up to the Big Easy (which was quite a few blocks away, but really fun to see parts of downtown I had'nt yet experienced!). We find out where Will Call was to pick up our tickets and have to wait about 15-20 minutes for them to finish setting it up. We get in line and grab our tix then got back outside. We're about to go for a walk, but I had to use the bathroom really bad, so we went into Rock Cafe. Instead of using the RR, we got COFFEE! and oh my god the Barristo was f***ing HOT! He looked kinda like Eric Szmanda w/ Greggos style of clothes. I was like holy hell.. when I get a car I know where MY new hangout is gonna be:-D Because then, a second guy finally entered, he looked like a younger Roger from RENT. Like Adam Pascal only younger. Plus the guy that resembled Eric/Greggo had a really nice butt! heehee. *I have such a one track mind when I'm around these places, lol* When we got our recpeit from the Coffee he told us how anyone who buys coffee or anything from the cafe gets in before the people waiting in the street, and the people in the Resturant get in before we do. So we hung out there for about and hour, hour and a half or so before they started to let people in, they were running late. Which didnt really matter, because we were still going to see them! We go in and get RIGHT IN FRONT ROW! It was all standing, which was super cool! omg, FRONT ROW PEOPLE! We werent in center or anything, we were off to the left. Where we met this one girl who was with her older brother. They were really nice and cool to talk to. She had this group of 4 or 5 girls right off to the side of her and behind her a little. We were standing right by this platform, and we werent allowed to stand on it until after the concert started, so when the Bouncers went to move it closer to the stage, my mom, the girl we met (Whos name I cant remember for the life of me, her older brother and I tried to get back on it as quick as possible, but these girls somehow got in front of everyone but me. They were annoying too.. the one who was standing by me had long hair, and it kept getting stuck on my shirt (which has a zipper on each arm and chest) and ew. But anyways.. after much wait, the opening band came on stage. Low Millions, they were amazing! I loved the way the lead singer Adam Cohen danced, it was so cute, he somewhat looks like Chris Kattan when you see him live!:-D (www.lowmillions.com) They were really good and very funny. I liked the song Eleanore a lot (their new single) but all their stuff was really awsome! I enjoyed it very much! After about 4-5 songs or so, they left and the roadies came on to set up Collective Souls' equipment and I was telling my mum "It still hasnt fully hit me yet that Collective Soul is going to be right there!" BUT, not only where they going to be 3 feet in front of me, try this one on... When entering, they went through the fans, in other words, I GOT TO TOUCH THEM! EEE! *squeaks into fangirl mode for a sec* I got to touch the Lead Singer, Ed Roland, Dean Roland (guitar) and Joel Kosche (lead guitar). OMG, they are so fucking good looking!!! So, they get on stage and I'm just blown away, Ed's dancing is hilarious and he is just so much fun and so cute! Joel is RIGHT in front of me with his guitar which was pretty awsome. Ed can work a stage like crazy! He woulndt just stay in the center, he would come over to the corner of the stage where we were and then go to the right corner and wave to them, then go back to center and just move around a lot. You could tell the whole band was having fun:-D After a few songs, the band left and Ed was on stage alone and did two songs just acoustic. Then the whole band came back, they did a few more songs then Ed left. He came back after the band played a little bit. Heh, when Ed came back, he tapped Joel on the bum, then hugged Dean and Kissed Will on the cheak! haha, it was funny. They played some more songs and Ed smiled and waved at me. Ya know how you can tell at a concert when the band is just staring at YOU, or the general area of fans and you where you're at Because you can tell, and just feel, that you and he are making eye contact. Well, I felt that three times. The first with The Joel (A few times I think), He winked at me dammit! YAY! Then the first time with Ed. I'll get to the third time in a little bit. After a few more songs, Ed started the opening riff on his acoustic and my heart just stopped, my mom was looking at me smiling and I was like like "OMGOMGOMG!" (Repeat that a few more times) and I could hardly breathe at first, they started to play THEE song, thee song that I was hoping and praying that they'd play live! The World I know. oh... my.. god! I was so happy, that I felt like crying, I was tearing up with happytears! I could not take my eyes off of them during the song, I was just in shock, and happiness and.. practically PURE FREAKING BLISS! It was like, nothing else was going on.. just the music and I, thats it.. after that song was over and I regained thought of what was going on and where I was. After many more songs, Ed came and was singing right in front of me! Then smilied really big, pointed at ME! Then tossled his hair, he fucking liked my blue hair! omg! Ed noticed MY hair.. holy. fucking. hell. *Waits.. what else was I gonna say?*.. hmm *Thinks* STILL PEOPLE! ED NOTICED AND LIKED MY HAIR! OMG! okay.. I think I'm done with that one.. okay. The concert kept ruling, it was so cool! Then Joel TRIED to throw my mom a pick, he was looking right at both of us. But it bounced off of my moms nail and hit the floor where one of the girls who was in front of my mom and the girl we just met w/ her older brother was. (the girls left and went to the side of us, we had the whole front by the third song after Collective Soul came out). Ugh, they left so we stayed there howling for them to come back out, which they did for two more songs then finally left for good:( but it freaking ruled!! I so loved it and would definitly go to see them again and again AND AGAIN! lol Big Easy is a really awsome place for concerts. It was my first time going there. I got a shirt, its tan and says collective soul w/ this funky design behind it, then it has half-sleeves that are brown. We walked back to our car which felt really good, it was freaking HOT in the arena. So the cool air was awsome feeling. It was just before 11 now and so we went up to get a 'bag of dicks' lol. Dicks is a really good burger place here, tiny and its set up oldies style kind of and they have really cheap prices:-D We got two burgers, two cheeseburgers, two large fries and two sodas for $7 and change. I was so wired from the concert until we went to watch Numb3rs since we set our VCR to record it for us. I started to doze off after eating and watching half the eppisode. Collective Soul is the coolest band I've seen live!
ED NOTICED MY HAIR ED NOTICED MY HAIR ED NOTICED MY HAIR ED NOTICED MY HAIR ED NOTICED MY HAIR ED NOTICED MY HAIR!! HEEHEE
i'm done I Swear!
Thursday, February 24, 2005
10:19PM - Long time noupdate
Hmmm, been kinda boring latley, but kinda exciting all the same latley. very on off! Uhh, went on a feild trip on Wednesday for GSA up to the SFCC. It was fun, met a really hot guy. He was really cool, but supposedly a stoner. Though I really don't want a boyfriend right now. I'm starting to think more about school and getting myself back on track and don't want to screw that up with other distractions. So yeah.. anyhoo. Not much happning, except I worked a yard sale w/ my neighbors all last weekend and again this weekend and I get to go see Collective Soul tomorrow night! whoop whoop! ummm.. yeah. what else is going on... hmmm, nothing really. Getting better at my Bass, rarley have to look at the frets now though. so thats a +++!! Anyhoo, CSI ruled tonight, Greggo had the best lines! Oh, I have a new obssesion that fits right in with the geek image that has been slowly coming out.. Numb3rs! I've always loved numbers as in number numbers, so when I heard about the show I was stoked!! I love it! Math is so much fun for me! yay! You know your a nerd when you look forward to your Math classes and science class yet while reading "Scientific American" during lunch and listening to Musicals at the same time... if not musicals, some 80's punk-rock band you get ragged on for liking.. go figure. ooh kayla is rambling! heehee, i'm bored so good bye and good night.
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Wednesday, January 19, 2005
Sunday, January 16, 2005
Hello, i'm not really good with introductions, but i'm new, just joined today. I got into RENT just before Summer of last year which got me into Adam of course. I think he's really talented and love his voice! Not to mention the fact he is a hottie. My name is Kayla and i'm 15, 10th grader in Washington. I don't know a single person in RL that knows who Adam is so its really cool that I found this community. I'm pretty much the only somewhat broadway freak other than a few people in Drama. hehe, well yeah, I said I was good at intros, lol anyways, i'll talk to you all more later on I guess:-D
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